My Fears in Life

I am afraid...

1. of a drunk person

2. of failing grades?

3. of ghosts even though i haven't seen one

4. of my parents(ehehe)

5. of rejection

6. of embarrassment

7. of fake friends('coz they are difficult to trace.. haha)

8. of people older than me

9. of LIARS..

10. of the devil

11. of being thought of as JOLOGS(ahehe)

12. of love(in a way)

13. of backstabbers

14. of realizing that i don't know myself at all

15. of doing something that would break my parents' hearts(again)

16. of setting a bad example

17. of tomorrow

18. to know what lies ahead

19. of the future

20. to give my best because i might end up being hurt

21. to be a failure

22. of telling what i feel because i know that at some point i would hurt/break someone and/or something.

23. to show how much i care because some might get the wrong idea

24. of being too happy

25. of being me because I might be an embarrassment to my friends and family

26. of giving my fullest potential because in the end, my best might not be good enough

...but despite all that

i am not too afraid to tell you that i have a God.

i don't think he will help me because i KNOW he will...

i KNOW that in my darkest times he will let me shine and will not leave me alone.

i hold his promise that He will never leave me nor forsake me.

i hope you will feel his spirit move within you too...

~=♥pAu-cHii♥=~