Am I supposed to be happy?

Last year I joined this text messaging clan. Of course at first it was boring because I don't know anyone there with my cousin as an exception. (we seem to do everything together) But as the time passed by, I became close to the other members of this clan. I liked sending them group messages just to let them all know what I'm doing at that moment.

These past few weeks after the last day of classes, I realized that it became part of my routine and completely ruined my schedule. My grades have gotten lower and I wasted so much money. Yesterday I wanted to quit that text messaging clan and live a normal life just like what I had before. So I started my plan. I went to the store loaded up my sim for a one-day-text-and-call load. I just wanted it for one day because all I'm going to do is send them all a message that I wanted to quit the clan for no reason whatsoever. Then I started sending them all my message. For one whole night I had peace and I was actually celebrating because finally I've quitted it.

The next morning someone called me on my cell and asked me if I was new to the clan. I was shocked because I just quitted that clan last night. So I told the caller that I actually was a new former member of the clan. So he said sorry and we chatted for a while then we hung up.

Later on the day I was text messaged by the co-founder of this so-called clan. I immediately replied and said,"You must have sent me a wrong message because I just quitted this clan." Then after that another message popped up and it contained the message that he doesn't want me to quit. So I asked for a reason. His reply was like no I'm not allowing you to quit. Then I said to myself," Should I be happy because someone actually didn't want me to go yet? or should I feel bad because there's still this clan that I feel I'm obliged to text everyday?

Up to now, I still don't know if I'm gonna be happy or sad but I don't feel attached to this clan anymore. I think I'll just wait for the perfect moment and I will cut my ties with it.